Tag: anxiety
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My biggest worry
I’ve never been afraid of dying alone. Even when I was a kid, I figured that’s how it would go. Something had happened. A thing I never talk about anymore. But I knew that after that point, I wasn’t going to be normal in any way. I wasn’t going to have that pleasant, little life…
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You’ll never know how hard I try.
The countless hours I’ve spent exercising to burn off anxious energy to feel calm again. Medication I swallow each day in order to keep me from panic. Pills that if I don’t take them, the consequences are severe. The various stints I’ve spent in counseling. The time sitting in groups or AA meetings seeking help.…
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There is something wrong with me.
There is something wrong with me. This thing you have to get close enough to see. Then, it’s illuminated like an antique marquee. And. You. Flee. Other posts
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I think you are One of the most beautiful Things that had a 1 in 400 trillion chance Of even being born And was
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I’m going to die.
The first time I can remember knowing and understanding that we don’t get to live forever I was still in the single digits as far as years on the earth. I had a neighbor, a pastor, who looked as if he had stopped updating his style at the 1950s or ‘60s. He wore black, thick…
